Wednesday, January 14, 2009

My Beauty from Pain....Take 3

Good Evening...I hope this finds you well. My Brain has been overflowing with lots of things. This Last week has been one that finds me confused and frustrated....which seems to happen a lot. A close friend of mine lost 2 people that she loved in one day. I pray for her all the time. I know that this time is hard for her. What I dont seem to get is why things like this happen. It doesnt make much sense. It is so tough for me to see her and the people around her go through this.

On another subject, I have been struggling with why things are placed in our lives whether they be situations, people or problems...I am gathering the part that we have to endure a bit of pain and discomfort to enjoy the greater things in Life, but sometimes it is so hard to see past the things that are right infront of me and see the big picture. The big picture kicks my butt 99.9% of the time. I have so many things going on around me and I seem stuck in the middle watching it all just go by...but I dont want it to. Dont you ever just feel stuck. I have wanted to scream cry laugh and yell all within a couple of days. There are so many things that have been happening I just wish I could make heads and tails of everything. Stupid life...wish it made sense but I know for sure God knows whats going on and He is going to comfort me and help...Why you may ask, cause He adores His children and I am one of them who cant believe that He actually puts up with my stuff...

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