Sunday, December 28, 2008

My Beauty From Pain...Phase 2

Well hello again! I have been thinking. I know...SHOCKER, but I really have. And I realized something. I am going the revisit the comment "in God's perfect timing" I realize that God's timing truly is perfect and that He really does have a great plan for me and that He will reveal it to me in the perfect timing. I do realize that and please dont think that I am down playing that in any way. I just do not think that the comment is in anyway a comfort for someone who is struggling for purpose and loneliness. It is truly hard to hear a married or engaged friend to say, they will come around in God's perfect timing, or it is equally as hard to hear a friend who is well on their way down their career path and know exactly what Gods wants of them say, He will tell you in His perfect timing. I realize this. I may just be be being a be child about the entire thing but this is truly a struggle for me. I get upset and frustrated when a good friend says this to me as a means of comfort when really it just cuts me.

On a lighter note...I love the white of the snow. It is so pure on a field and untouched. Like what God wants to make us if we just allow Him. What a thought. You just look out over a pasture and you see these rolling hills of pure white and realize its exactly what we are supposed to be...wow

And Contentment...I need to be content with life...what a contrast to my paragraph one

1 comment:

  1. Brittny, I love your spirtual comments. They are very insightful. Have you ever thought that maybe searching for you one true love is right in front of you with your love of God and that maybe your career path is this of ministry? Just a though from some one who adores and loves you for who you are.

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